F i R a Z y

Just A Lil Update...

2009-04-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

Today went to werk at PAC and met up with the guys.. Been a while since we hang out... And it was nice.. Had a good laugh here and there and we all "graduated" from class and viewed all the short clips of picts we came up and all went well... We were all talking about the russell peters in the red, white and brown show.... Funny shit ey... Hahahaa... Esp the part where he talked about a guy who is saying "the Hhhooootel"... Spoken in the best funniest accent.. Hahahaa...

till then
take care yall
Peace outz,
,l/
=P

Dad's Birthday

2009-03-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

___Pict of dad with b'day cake___

Came back from home and was greeted by Amirah... She never fails to put all my troubles aside... Den my Maya went out to buy a surprise b'day cake for my dad.. After maghrib, mum, Maya and me, lit up the candles and my dad was smiling like what when he saw the cake... Not a big fan of cakes but the cake was nice..

Happy 49th B'day Dad!!! May you be blessed by Allah to lead a healthier life and be happy always...

Till then, Take care

Dun take drugs..

Peace out,

,l/

Updates..

2009-03-02T21:40:00.008+08:00

Well, was quite a blast dis few days... Lemme see where i should start... HHmmmm... Ok Thursday den..

Thursday, after werk went to meet my dear at Hougang to buy the ingredients for the cupcakes on Sunday Sentosa Day. We were thinking of how to put the names on the cupcakes to specialize it for the two b'day babies on the month of Febuary and so we figured mini m&m's would be just fine... And so we bought some white chocolates and the boxes and i cant remember wad already... (aper yg dier ingt? I also sumtimes ask myself) Den we headed to YCK...

On Friday, i went to Marina Square with dearest and went to look for b'day presents for Fana and also Rad (which was due exactly 1 month ago).... Hahaa.. Well, a promise is a promise.. Hope u ladies liked the prezzies we bought.. And Fana if you find any missing pieces jz inform me k... After that went to buy a pair of pants, dear bought a nice green halter top (dunno how to spell it) and while wondering around Marina Sq, bumped into Shu and Azri at sports link or was it world of sports? I can't recall.. Den we went to have a quickie Sakura...... Mind all you dirty minds, its a quick dinner i'm refering to hor.. Heheheee... Then went home...

On Saturday, i was struggling to finish my ever long and never ending weekly journal... Woke up in the morning went to Hougang Mall with Maya and bought her fav pancakes and then went to the bank to get sum stuffs done.. After that went to Kak Mai's place which is like WOW... Why like WOW, malas nak type jz ask if you remember aightz... Den went off at around 5 to meet Yat, Fazli and Dear and then went to FanaHanaHamsterHahaaaa's House... (No offence Fana) Hehehee.... We were singing the original Yat's single along the way called "Taik, Kunci, Cawan, Lembu Ar!"... Hahahahahahaaaa... Played carrom and taught Fana's bro hw to play with the Rubik's Cube.. But i doubt anyone would understand the game ahahaa... And Bai won the Carrom... Believe it or not.. (Da macam Ripley's plak)... When i got home afterwards, rushed throught the weekly journal and managed to complete the 7th page by ard 1am and then aper lagi.... BaaamMMMmmmzzZZZzzzZZzzzz....

Tak sadar, tau2 da kul 8pagi on Sunday morning... (and we were supposed to meet at Sembawang at 9am)... My dear msged me in the morning that the cupcakes yg dier buat tak jadi and due to the oven issue and she was making the 2nd batch now (7.20am)... Good Job dear... Never give up, that's the spirit.. But i had already advised her not to do the 2nd batch but she wanted to keep the "SAWADI CUP KEK" promise she had made on Facebook.. And i must say the cupcakes were nice and milky.. Lemak berkrim disukai ramai.. Aku pun segera begegas ke kamar mandi.. Tapi mandi cam biase enh.. I'm not kopet hor... In the end met up at Yishun with Sri, Yat, Fana, and Dear and went to Sentosa. Thanks Sri for the ride..!!! Apprieciate it! Had a blast at Sentosa but the weather was alil too hot so din play much soccer cuz din wanna get too tanned.. Da cukup hitam cam abg La... Hahahahaaa... After that the me and the gang went to VIVO to catch "My Bloody Valentine" in 3D.. Expecting it to be cold so me and Dear went to get sum long sleeves sumwhere... Was a nice experience but the 3d glasses were killing me other that Harry Warren (can't remember the name of the psycho killer).. And banyak scene terkejut2.. Anjat boboi.. Hahaha... Overall was a nice movie i'd give it a 7.5.. Could be better if not for the glasses... And i almost forgot, get to try Bai and Rad's new hp... Cool kaper! Bley touch2.. Hahahaaa...

Monday morning, had the monday blues and was super selekay... Reached Jurong Island and was locked out of the classroom door just for being a minute too late.. Was allowed to enter at 8.20 and was forced to pen it down beside my signature... Was damn pissed off and just threw the pen after writing the time... Was damn bloody rude and i myself cuddnt accept the fact that i was a few seconds late and got this.. WTH kan? Nevertheless, it was my turn to do a short presentation on waht we have learnt last week and started off with an apology to the class.. Eventhough i was ego-killing and embarrassing, i just had to do it and i apologized to my trainer... After which the whole day was quite OK... Din have much to say but was back to my usual noisy character.. Other than that, I just miss sumone.. Hhhmmmm...

Above, a pict of a double rainbow taken near FICO jurong (Wednesday, 25-02-2009) and a pict of the wether today (Monday, 02-03-2009)

Till Then..
Sawadikapkek

Take care, don't take drugs...
Peace Outz
=P
,l/

K Bye!

The Few Days So Far...

2009-02-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

The past few days were kind of interesting but i dun think it is for most. Well, i just wanna talk about it and since yat was already irritated by the sight of the soccer ball and the soccer boots so i guess i'd update...

Well, last Sunday played a soccer game at Woodlands Ring Sec Sch. We lost 4-2 to Myammar. Wasnt in my best condition but i din do dat well... Yat scoring both goals.. Good Job Yat!! Hope our team will do better in the next game.

Monday went for orientation at harbour front. Met up with the crazy crew and was laughing my head off when we all went to vivo at lunch. They were cracking jokes and it felt like i was back in poly just that we all were on an excursion dat day.. Hahaaa... After which went to meet up with Shasha Fierce and went to esplanade to catch sum win at the roof garden and it was a long time since we went there.. Went for a nice dinner at the food loft at marina and met Zul who just happened to be there...

Thats all.. Kind of in the mood to write but can't really structure wad to write... Hahaa..

Peace.. =P

New Stuffs...

2009-01-13T15:58:00.002+08:00

Hahaa... Last Sunday i was wearing sum new shit.. Wuhoo... Sdap per.. My new pairs of mercurial vapors.. Not originals but nice replica... Nicely fit but didnt get a chance to score in the match.. But it was very comfortable..

But i was kind of tired after the netball match before the soccer game... And after the whole day of not eating and drinking H-Two-O.... We (the gang) went for a nice dinner at Al-Ameen (dunno if i got the spelling rite) at woodlands...

After not eating for the whole day... And on an empty stomach.. I drank, h-two-0, 100plus, 1.5 litres of HL chocolate milk, 1 and a half can of Coca-Cola, Lychee and Mee Pattaya...... Fuyooo!!!!

It was like having an alien in my stomach after that.... Lucky i was with you.. At least tk la sakit angt kn... And in the end i brought back your new Puma shoes... Sorry u dint get to see ur shoes enough...

Anyways, kindof excited to start my new job next week.. Hope i can get through the "tests" in the new work place..

Till then.. See you ppl at the nexy netball practise session...

Take care Y'all...

Peace outz..

,l/

WERK!!!!

2008-12-25T13:01:00.002+08:00

For these few days i wun be online or updating blogs etc... Kinda busy with werk (part-time) so can save for transport money.. Hahahaa.... I can still messange and call if i'm not engaged i will answer aights..

Currently werking at the Ocean Volvo Race Event. Taking care of the yatches which i must say are majestic. Check it out ppl. Especially the Puma Team. The yatch is the nicest amongst all the 7 other remaining yatches...

Ok la peeps.. Aper2 messange.. Aite.. Take care yall.. =P

Raining Outside

2008-12-11T15:33:00.002+08:00

Its raianing.. Can't do much.. Wanted to have a jamming session tonight but cancelled due to sum issues.. Next werking events, Zouk Out 2008 and Countdown to 2009 which ar both at Sentosa.. Which means hours of standing and entertaining drunk munkies.. hahaa..

When to Old Changi Hospital on the 10th Dec 2008 during the Ogy's Birthday chalet at changi Chalet L... Checked out the creepy place but did not go in cuz, dun wanna disturb the peace of the area. U know what they say, "you dun disturb them, they wun disturb you..." Heard sum nioses and saw sum white stuffs and the gang took a couple of pictures. Saw a couple doing IT in a car near OCH. Hahaaa.. Crappy idiots.. Shuold get a room instead haha..

Dun feel like talking much today. Kinda down by sum shit.

Aite then.. Peace to yall..

The Form...

2008-12-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

A few days ago i received a mail from the company with all the terms and agreement. Yups was a big headache to read and understand everything. Never the less, i read and completed the form and mailed it back. Just waiting for them to respond back. That might take quite sumtime again...

Been going out these few days and yup, I did really enjoyed myself. Went to full throttle, sit and relaxed at esplanade (which was very rare for me), soccer, and also to a friend's wedding. The wedding was simple and my frend was stunning when he was on the dais.

Currently i dun think i can go out that much that often as i am werking as hard as i can to earn enuf for the first month of werk. Well, u know the starting is always a hard one. I have to familiarise with the new environment and stuffs like that and on top of that, i still have to bury in mind that i have to pay for the transport to werk. Gonna be very hectic not to mention to wake up early every morning which is NEVER my forte...

Hahaa.. What to do.. Life is like that.. I guess I'll just have to be patient. Cuz patience is the key to success..

Till next tyme. Take care y'all
Peace Outz..
=P

Get it? Got it...

2008-11-26T15:13:00.002+08:00

The final call finally came on the 24th November 2008... A voice said that we would like to hire you and these are the basic salary package....." And she goes on and on and i kept replying yes and yes and yes and at sum point i wanted to say WOW, but i had to keep the cool...

Guess i'd be starting or i'd say embarking on a new journey of life in January 2009.. A long time after i ORD but none the less still got the job.. I guess i'd grow much much darker due to the harsh conditions and hopefully get thinner... Now i can really see how bad it is not to have a job and to cling on to calls for a job, both part time and full-time. Since the journey to get the job was such a miserable one... I dun think i'd be taking things for granted...

The sad news is that my buddy landed in the hospital due to overwerking himself and is now in TTSH... He's doing fine. Smiles and all. But sumhow i know that deep inside he is in pain but always put a smile on his face whenever there is ppl ard him. I know that he has very strong determination and will power. Hope the best for him and that everything will turn out ok. And i'll be looking forward to the next soccer match with him in the first 11. (PS: Bro if u or rad is reading this, i really think you should get yourself a PSP so we can keep the battle on going) Hahaaa... Get well soon aights..

Since i've got alil over a month before werkking at Jurong Island. Which means no more late nights and everyday early morning kind of thing, i'm gonna spend it werking nite shifts for the part time job and save enuf for the fare and food for the 1st month of werk. Which also means, no holidays, no karaoke etc for the time being.. For the month of Dec and Jan that is.. Sad factor but the truth is just that i wuddnt have enuf to papmer myself.. Malay say, "Difficult, difficult now, easy easy later"...

Hahahaa... Take care y'all
Peace Outz.
,l/
=P

Tiring Week...

2008-11-18T16:39:00.002+08:00

What a tiring week of werk at the Singapore Barclay's Open from the 11th to the 16th... Wuuhh... Imagine i had to wake up at 3.45am and be at the vdeck by 4.30am... And then werk all the way till 8.30pm and then reach my sister's house (in Yishun) at ard 10pm and then sleep ard 11pm and then the same thing the next day.. Was it tiring or wad?

That is prolly the reason why i did not have time to update this blog.. Was so sleepy and did not even have time for myself.. I cuddnt even sit and watch TV for 1/2 and hour... It was all, werk, sleep, wake up and then work and the recipe goes on and on for 6 grueling days... Hope it was all worth it cuz i need the cash to payy off the bills and stuffs...

The good news was that on the first day of werk at the Sentosa Serapong Golf course, at the 11th hole (where i was stationed at), i received a call from... Guess where? Yeah... ExxonMobil!!!! I was told that i have to go for a medical check-up.. But the bad news was it had to be on the same week of werk.. So i told them if it was ok that i go for the medical on the 17th and she told me it was ok to do so.... Was i glad or wad..

At least i had sumthing to look forward to... Hopefully i passed the medical check-up... Just got news from Anuar that the crew is going to the cage on friday... Yeah.. Wad a great timing... Definately in and i'm wearing boots this time.. Hahahaa...

When i was at werk, met alot of stars. But sadly, i dun play golf as such i dun even know who they are... Earnie Els walked passed me and i dun even know that he is the world number 2 golfer... All in all i can say that golf is a nice sport when you are playing it but not when you are watching it... Cuz its just to F***ing boring..

After all that, i took a nice nap at my own room and my own bed... You see, its human nature that you'll only appreciate sumthing once you loose it... And what ever the "it" stands for, the sentence still stands...

Well, till next time and see you (the crew) at the cage on friday nite!!! Game ON...!!!

Peace Outz
,l/
=P

Werk?

2008-11-08T12:42:00.002+08:00

Been waiting for a job ever since i could remember... Quite sumtime already, been waiting for calls and yet nothing.. I hope it'll bee soon enuf cuz i can't stand the wait already.. So sick already.. Part-time werk is ok but i need a stable career... I hope things would turn out for the better..

No point sighing cuz i dun have anything to sigh for... For now, patience is the key to sucess... How far that statement goes? Nobody knows... =P

Reminiscing the words..

2008-11-06T16:30:00.003+08:00

To forgive and forget...

These words are often used when sumthing wrong was done and he/she is forgiven... But the true fact is that, you can forgive but u'll always remember.

The fact that a person did something wrong, it will always be remembered. On the contrary, when a person does sumthing good or right, it will often not be remembered. This is due to the normal thinking of a human brain.

Ok lets take a short time to imagine. Imagine if u had an A3 sized paper in front of you. And i drew a red dot on it. Its a dot that you can see of course. Now tell me what do you see...

A red dot right? Good. That is the way almost everyone thinks!!! Sadly that's the fact.

You see if i had told you that the white part of the A3 paper that you were visualising, were all the good deeds that you have done and that the red dot that i drew on it was a mistake or something wrong that you did. How would you think now??

The management of companies in most cases would look at it the same. You are a hard worker, getting lots of compliments from customers etc. But on one unfortunate day, you receive a complaint letter from your superior. I'm quite sure that, that letter of complaint will be remembered by ur superiors and even ur colleagues. Even dozens of your letter of compliments would not add up to the weight of the letter of complaint that you have just received.

Maybe and only maybe, after a while, they all might forgive what you did and you may still have your job. But will they forget the letter of complaint??

Now ask yourself. It the words on the top of the entry or often used, really mean what it says? Then again, i feel that there is no such word as forgetting. The word is "cannot remember"... As in, the thing is people can remember or cannot remember. If they say they forgot (cannot remember) about it, its just a matter of time before sumone reminds him/her and than he/she would go, "Ouh Ya!! Now i remember..."

If you can't remember doesn't mean u have forgotten about it. Its just that the memory skills haven't been training that's all!!! Can you forget the ABC's. I'll tell you why you cannot do so? It's simple, it's because you use it each and every day!!! You see if ur memory is put to practise everyday, it's hard not to remember sometimes...

On the other hand, we are just normal human being and are bound to make mistakes and tend not to remember certain things when we are living in such a metropolitan place and era. So the next time someone says, "I'll forgive and forget...", it really means, "I'll forgive but i'm bound to remember what happened..."

I'm sorry if this has offended anyone out there. I'm just sharing my thoughts here.

Peace outs..
,l/
=P

The Cage At Kallang

2008-11-03T16:14:00.002+08:00

It was the first time i stepped into the cage and was it great or wad.. Diff to control the run as i kept skidding most of the time and no accuracy on the shots.. After seeing yat's vid, got a clearer pict how its done...

The ladies had their fair share in the cage and i must say they did do a pretty good job... Considering the fact that is is not in their daily routine to play soccer, they did managed to score... Kudos to the ladies...

It was very tiring due to the small space and the fast pace action. Once u have the ball on ur feet the next moment, ur opponent is already in front of u... That means you have to "think fast, act fast and react fast"... In short, be fast!

Anyways all good things have to end, but the crew were all thinking of going to the lagoon for supper at ard 3 am when i had to go home as i had to wake up early for werk.. So sorry i cant you guys, and instead made you guys go to jalan kayu... Paiseh2.. My bad..

To the organisers: Thanks for the bowling sessions and soccer.. It turn out to be a nice combo.. Hahahaa.. I am looking forward to the next one. If i can join that is. Sorry i was late yet again tis time my cuzin needed help. Thanks again guys....

Safe Day Road

2008-10-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hahaaa.. Direct translation but doesnt hav the same meaning.. Anyways, it was kind of a nice season to go ard to pple's house check out the cribs and stuffs. But i muz sae that this yr the feeling wasnt there. A lil in the mood but out of it most of the time.

Got really sick. I guessed its just a way of washing alil bit of my sins but it was really bad. As i dun get sick that often, when i do, i pity my mum. She is the only one who nurses me. Thanks mum. I had to be like a baby and be taken care like a small kid. I was vomiting and had diarrhoea. I guessed its stomach flu. But it was 2 days of sleepless nights and it was crazy. As such, i was unable to do any updates. Thanks mum, i really appreciate it and i cannot thank you enough.

2 days ago had a soccer game at Fuchun Sec. Came early with Ajul. Its been a month since i kicked a soccer ball. Was impressed with the team's togetherness and we won 1-0 eventhough we were attacked most of the time. Man of the match, for me, had to be the team's goalkeeper Syahmi. One to one situations, he was amazing. Well done.

Well, i hope next week wud be a better week.. Sayonara!

What a day..

2008-09-24T02:47:00.005+08:00

Slept at 4 am and woke up at 11.30am or so i guess... Hahaaa.. Then chill at home and played with Amirah... The small baby whu gets cuter each time i see her. After she went to bed thought of going jammin as planned at 4am tadi but Ajul had to meet ppl so after he did so met up with him at Bishan to meet Yat skejap den jln2 pat Junction 8. When i was walking into J8 with Ajul, we saw this busker singing songs and playing the guitar and boy wad a surprise..

Guitar IBANEZ dok.. Fuyooo.. Haahaa.. Coool or wad sey.. Den went to the Sony store to try out the PS3... Graphics wuhu hu hu... Ajul had to meet his gurl at CGH, as she is werking there, so we decided go to Tampines to buka.. Best part...

Both me and Ajul was so blur... We din know how to get to tampines from bishan... Ngok pat bus stop tak der bas gi tamp so naik train je la. Ajul din sleep last night and so paham2 ar. Mata member pon da koyak. Da tap EZ-link ngok the route.. Macam jauh jer.. Ajul suggested we go to CT hall, change to green line then go to bedok than take a bus from there... My suggestion was take the train all the way back to NEL hougang than take a bus... Punya la slenger... We were staring at the route for 5 mins when we both came to a conclusion.... Naik train, turun pat YCK then take 72...

It took 2 brains to figure that out in 5 minutes. So u can imagine la enh how blur we were.. Hahahaa... Pat dalam bas, both of us knocked out! Sdap per tido dlm bas.. Esp from end to end... Hahha... Da sampai tampines... Sui sui cap lontong! Azan pun berkumandang... Buka minuman then g LJS at tamp Mall... After that we separate ways and i went home..

Upon reaching i just had this idea of putting a small TV in my room with a VCD player. Just to get a feel of what it's like... No television channels.. Just pure vcds.. And soon as i reached home, carried out my plan and wuhoo.. Da le ngok vcd dalam bilik... Watched S&M, (San Francisco Symphony Ochestra & Metallica) first and what an experience... But can't watched till the end cuz the vid is too loud and it was too late.. Biasa la concert mane nak ngok plan2 kan? Hahhaa.. So after that when i was ready for bed, icthy hands got hold of The Ghost Rider... Nice muvee... In the end, as usual, din sleep thru out the night and after which i'm typing this now.. Hahaaa...

Just have to wait abt an hr or so to wake up everybody for sahur... Till then take care and yup keep smiling people! =P

Peace outz...

,l/

Clean up time...

2008-09-24T02:32:00.002+08:00

I din knoe wad got into me but i was in the mood of cleaning my room today.. Bilik da mcm store.. Hahhaa... Assuming its the 22nd...

Lepas buka jer, solat then suddenly i had this energy that came to me to clear up the room.. Well not most of it but yeah did sum changes and i must say i like it and it spared me from more of "biler nak kemas bilik tu.. Asyik kluar jer..."... Hahahaa..

So made sum rearrangements and within like 2 hrs ok done.. Fast and quick? It was only less than a quarter done... As i had to go get some hooks to hand my jeans.. So went off to popular and bought 2 hooks.. Pathetic? I knoe.. Went with Arep, who by the way baru kluarkn motor X1, to popular on foot as i told him to park near my house. Then went to find hooks and P plate, which Arep claims that is so hard to find. But true enuf we din find one as he was in a hurry to go to Geylang.

So went back home to finish what i started.. Mummy, who had 'supported' my spring cleaning helped out alot and before i knew it i was already done but it was already 1am... And nope i din torture my mum. The soonest i reached home ard 10pm i told her to rest. Da bes jer kemas, Ajul pon kol... Nak lepak pat bwh blk as he came home from Bedok and had to walk pass my house to get to his. So went to meet Ajul after a shower ard 2am and we sat at the v/deck to chat..

Soon after, Arep came back from Geylang and lucky Ajul, Arep bawak helmet spare. We were talking abt jamming the next day but looking at the time and judging from our looks, we wun be up till noon.. Made plans to go but we knew we wun be able to do so... Hahaa.. Now that's really talking crap... Plan macam real, padahal2... Hahahaa... So went off at abt 4am and returned home to wake mummy for sahur.. After that then snoozing time hahahaa..

22. Din get that ONE thing..

2008-09-22T15:48:00.006+08:00

Oh well, yesterday i guess was the first time ever in my whole life meeting 3 different groups of ppl... Firstly, me and my family went to Al-Falah for a breakfast session and then maghrib. We din't eat much as we all knew wad was coming next... Hehehee..

After that, my parents, my sisters, my brother-in-law and me, took a walk down to Ngee Ann City.. Where we celebrated my mum's b'day at the "Family International Buffet"... The food was great and we were all full to the brim before we knew it... Biasa la bulan puasa makan buffet mane ley mkn bnyk kan... Sum more i've got weight issues so need to take care also.. Haahahaa... It was non-stop action on the table.. Took sum picts and after that i went next door to Wisma to meet up with the poly gang...

There was (not in any particular order), Yat, Fanster, Azlina, Mardia, Nozie, Shahrul and Radiyah... I missed Abg Long as he had to off early.. So went there.. Was seated for abt 5 mins and i cudnt order anything cuz already full to the brim, when i saw Flesh Imp!!! Wohoo.. So ajak Yat gi and then try out sum of the stuffs there.. Cool kaper... The designs were much better than the one's i last seen.. So it was on sale.. 1 for 29, 2 for 39 and 3 for 49... So Shahrul came along and he bought one... Me and yat shared and we bought 3 for 49.. Is that a good deal or what.. Hahaa... Den skejap jer all of them had to leave as biasa la besok Monday ppl go to werk.. So cantik2 pon my NS buddies call...

So i went to Arab St, Al-Majlis, if that is how u spell it.. Watched the last 30 minutes of Man Utd vs Chelsea... Damn was is a close fight but it was a good result even though Man Utd was given 7 yellow cards and Chelsea 1! What the bla rite? Hahaaa... After that took the bus home and reached home at abt 2345hrs... Was not that tired as ate alot at dinner earlier..

Came home check out some mails and booff... Off to bed..

I'd like to thank, Mummy, Daddy, Kakak, Abg Hanafi, Maya, Nozie (for countless wishes), Al-Hafiz, Radiyah, Irfan, Anuar, Yat, Fanster, Aizz, Mardia, Fazli, Maisarah, Azmi and Datok Khalid (From squad 5506), [Afiq, Atiqah and Irfan (my cuzinz)], Syahmi, Bibik, Arep, Ajul for wishing me! I'm sorry if i overlooked anyone.. Well, at least there are ppl who remembered...

Thank you ALL ppl.. This post was supposed to be up on the 22nd afternoon but i got hanged as i had to leave half-way due to sum stuffs... Above is the pict of one of the shirts that i bought at flesh imp..

To Mummy...

2008-09-19T02:03:00.005+08:00

A photo of me when i was.. EErrrmmm.. Can't remember... Hahaaa...

This entry is for my mum.. U might not like reading it but here goes..........

Learnt something new abt myself... My mum told me how i got my name... This is roughly how the story goes.. Its a conversation of my MUM and her sis, My Auntie..

Scenaro: My mum was maybe ard 7-8 months pregnant.

(Conversation was in Malay so for the benefit of the readers, its translated in English)

Auntie : If that baby in ur tummy is a Boy, we name him Muhammad Ariff k?

Mum : Yeah.. That's a nice name.

Auntie : So that when he grows up, he'll be smart.

*Ariff means Bijak which means smart.

Soon after, I was born and that was how i got my name.

Hahaa... Kind of cool thinking abt how a simple conversation could mean so much to a person. May be not so much. But i means alot to me. Hhahaa...

You can call me a mummy's boy but i cuddnt care less. Cuz i love my mum. Most of us are afraid to admit that but i'm not ashamed. I'm here cuz she's here. She is my bestest frend. The can tell sumthing is right or sumthing is wrong just by the look on my face. Sumtimes i do lie but i can't keep it from her too long. She just seems to be able to "read off my forehead". We joke alot and the reason why i am so cheerful and love helping others (eventhough i dun get anything in the end or sumtimes get stepped on) it becuz i got it from mummy. The main reason why we are so close is becuz, mummy's b'dae is on the 21st and i'm on the 22nd september. Ladies imagine... Ur 24th b'dae's today and the next afternoon... U gave birth and Vvuulla... A baby.. That is the reason why i respect my mum. So young and she already had my sister and me. Gosh! I wonder hw my parents went through those days.

My mum used to tell me stories on how hard life was and sumtimes i am amazed feel like crying... What can i say, virgos.. We're emotional... ahahaa... These stories also kept me strong and is more of an inspiration to keep the drive and to tell myself that i can pull through no matter wad! Which also tells me that everyone will have to go through some tough times. The reason why its called "tough times" its becuz u just get stronger once u passed it.

To Hidayat... I know u have been through tougher times and for that personally u're sumone i look up to. U din crumble when challege came. U stood up and u went tru it. The best thing is that u din show nor expess any of it... May u have the strength and courage to go thru any obstacle... Aightz..

Till then.. Take care y'all...

....wished i was dead on 13/09/2008....

22 a lucky number?

2008-09-17T02:30:00.007+08:00

Hey ppl, before i start off i would like to take this opportunity to express my apologies to "the gang".. Was already late even though had a reason i dun see a reason explaining to you guys a the meeting.. Then again I'm sorry.. Explained wad happened and yeah "what's past is past".. In the words of a friend:

"The thing about words and actions is that what is said and what is done CAN NEVER be unsaid neither undone..."

That aside, abt 22.. Yeah its a lucky number for me especially this year as I'll be 22ND this 22ND.. Now how often do you get to say that.. Hahaa.. Wun be expecting anything but hoping for just ONE thing... What is it.. Let it be something to ponder on aite... As always i dun expect to get anything as its been that way since a long long time. I haven been like Santa giving present so like they say, " U dun give, u dun get... Reciprocating vs nonreciprocating "... Now who said that i dunno just made it up. Still waiting for a job and hope it will come soon as working part-time is just not the way of life. Need a stable job that can put food on the table. U know wad i mean...

Other than that hope i can scrape enuf to go to the Ungu concert happening in Oct.. Hope i can make it and my promise is that if i can make it on that day... I'll be on time... At this juncture, I'd like to add that HOPE is a very unsafe thing to cling on to.. The reason why i dun like to give a YES or NO answer is that i wouldn't know what might happen.. As in worse case scenarios... U know unfortunate instances.. But be sure that i will always try my best to BE there... Reasons will always be mistaken as excuses... Nah dun really wanna brag abt it...

I would like to end on a note saying :

Happy birthday to Al, Yat and Aizz... May all ur wishes come true and I'm sorry i couldn't get u guys anything this year... I hope i can do so the nxt tyme round...

Take care y'all... C ya ard..

Btw the vid is the song i talked abt in the prev 2 posts...

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold..

It's been..

2008-09-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

Quite awhile since i updated. Started a part-time job at least i can help me pay off the bills and at least can go out.. Hahaaa.. But due to werk cant go traweh..

Too tired after hours of standing. But can get to see sum ppl so thats cool. Currently learning to play, lips of an angel and dear god on the guitar tru ultimate guitar tabs. Kind of ok since da lame tak blajar lagu baru. Learnt to scream and releasing my anger. On the guitar and not shouting of u knoe wad i mean. ahaha..

And thanks to nozie, hamster and passer-by for dropping by and reading these senseless stuffs. Hahahaa... Btw another drwing by me.. Hehehee.. I knoe its crappy..

To All, Take care always and peace outz..

OOuukkaayy Best!

Outings...

2008-09-02T15:21:00.004+08:00

Recently went to sentosa with the gang and had quite a blast but was still down under the weather. Kind of sick but preferred not to show it. Was a great outing and cum to think abt it was the same place we went on the eve of new year. But it was great i guess.

Talked to Al and he was kind of interested in singing in the band on the condition that the songs we play are those 'releks' songs. So i asked him what he'd rather sing and he came up with a list. Now i guess the "band" will have a new project. Me, Arif, Ajul had always wanted to look for a singer as i had to stand in and my voice sucks. So if Al joins us, we will have the voice in the band. But i dun think it'll be kind of commitment. I'd rather jam for fun. But if opportunity knocks we'd welcome it. Hahahaa..

Anyways on the 31st went to the nikehuman race. And there were like 11 thousand participants.. Crazy but true... There was this band 'boys like girls' and they were so popular but i dun think of knowing them at all... That shows that a band can be popular to a certain group of the community but well unknown to others. But my guess is that they have the "look" factor which made them popular besides the good music they play. Din stay to watch them perform as i had to be home early. Next day fasting.

Well update pon da lambat. Today alr second day of fasting. Keeping myself occupied with drawings. Here are sum of it. Not a pro but just sketches...

The day after the gig..

2008-08-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

Damn was my head spinning or what.. woke up early for the soccer game at yew tee was alr in the train when i got the news that the game was cancelled.. Its ok.. I'm fine with it as im not 100% for the game..

Made sum plans and went to Ajul's place. He too was having a headache due to the over head banging and loud music session at the gig and we were both half deaf. Brought my distortion gadget wit the guitar and we had kind of a jamming session. Was cool though.. We were in sync.. When i play the rhythm ajul will play the lead and vice versa. Best part is we just made up the song of any chords and just have a session.. It was so great but i had to leave as my mum nds help to take care of Amirah, the kid from the neighbour, who had to go to werk.

Anyways thanks guys for dropping by and finally moving the tag board. Its like its been ages since anyone had read my blog.. And it is really nice to know that i have my frends to fall on to.. But its just a figure of speech cuz i dun think i'll be light enuf.. Hehheee...

Till then peace out y'all... And Ajul, thanks for the guitar.. =P

Tributation Gig

2008-08-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

The first ever gig that i performed at was great but my band wasnt that good... My voice sucks to the core and Al and irfan missed the performance. But no loss as it was sucky anyways. Damn deaf now cant really hear much due to all the loud music. Hahaaa... But the band was good. I muz say that it was an OK performance considering its our first gig together.

2morrow soccer at yew tee. Hope i can make it in time as it is v. far from home. As i haf mentioned in the last entry after 2morrow, i wud be a stay home boy. As such i wud try to have more entry and upload drawings that i have done. Hahahaaa.. A new hobby which i shud haf embarked on a long long time ago. Ahahaaa... Till next time i c u (the blog and pple who even bother to read it) again. And pple whu read this do drop ur comments or write sumtin in the tag board. Aite. Wud appreciate it. Peace out and RAWK ON!!!

Fack tap.

2008-08-23T02:14:00.002+08:00

Damn.. Not really liking the ways things are at the moments but in the words of an instructor, "Well, life has to go on..." Now i knoe exactly how Yat feels. It feels like shit when u can't do much in the day but expect for a phone call that you don't freaking, and i mean FREAKING, know coming or NOT. Now the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold sounds rite. My gig is today and i'm still up watching Miami Ink. Love the time i have but not liking the BILLS that's in my head. Freaking pissed at myself now. Dunno wad to do. Down and out at the moment. Dun feel like going out. Rather wait in agony as the days go by. But deep down i know that there is no challenge we can't go tru. We'd just have to dig deep and find the solution.

I just hope that i wun be a loner that i used to be. So uptight, dun talk a lot, just answer what i have to and stay silent. But i guess that's wads best for me at the moment. Well, who gives a shit abt me anyways. I dun have to go anywhere.. I'm alr invincible. Pretty shitified ey. Hahaa.. Well, my fren that's life i guess. Till then. I guess I'll still answer calls and stuffs. But u wun b seeing much of me in the near future. As of Monday, I'm a stay-home boy..... ... ... ... ...

I'm just not liking myself at the moment.... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Just for the fun of it, this is the lyrics for the Avenged Sevenfold that i mentioned earlier.

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

(Chorus)
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed

Can't help but think
Of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories
Will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

What's next?

2008-08-13T16:02:00.003+08:00

Currently enjoying the ord days.. But now werrying of when i can find a job.. So far went for an aptitude test.. The company informed me that i have passed and i can go for the final field test.. So i hope after that test is an interview for the post. I'm now torn whether to find a part-time job or to wait for this job.. If i get a part-time job, i'm afraid that i might have to quit soon like a month or so. If i dun, where would the income come from. Haiya...

It's been a while since i went jamming and practising for the upcoming GIG on the 23rd Aug. And today the band decided to have a session at aljunied. Kind of rusty but looking forward to the session and the gig.

Ouh and btw, went to watch the firewerks at marina square, with the gang.. (Al, Rad, Nozie, Maria, Shahrul, Baizura, Anuar, Sri, Yat, Fana and Nashriq) It was nice and the best part was that, that very day, 09-08-08 is my ORD date... What a celebration!!

Later, we went to Suntec and had takeaway dinners at the fountain and crap about. But the journey from Marina to Suntec was like a maze. We kept loosing track of the person in front of us and ended up in 2 - 3 groups.. This was due to the freaking large crowd.. But we still got there..

Well, then till the next outing... Do keep in touch yall.. Peace outz... =P

Roller-coster vs life

2008-07-21T15:59:00.003+08:00

I guess life is but a roller-coster. I dun knoe if it's spelt right. A frend once told me that everything that like the shares and stocks and stuff, will go up and come down. The shares will go down someday but as low as it goes, it will pickup one day and shoot up again. These stuffs will never be a constant down nor up - so my frend says. Kindof true dun u think

As for me my condition now is more on the highway. Leading to an edge or should i say a big leap to another. As i see it, i am driving towards that edge. Getting a clearer picture of whether the other edge is going to be lower that the edge i'm on, or higher. Well, i would just give it a go and put the pedal to the metal and speed up before the road closure. To as i'm gonna make it or not.... Only time will tell. If I do make it across, i'll be glad. If i dun make it and my car crashes as the bottom. I would have to pickup again and continue the journey. Find a route to the same destination. Even if it take a thousand mile, the first step would be the hardest but like it or not we all have to take the first step to end this race in life.

As for now, the new aim in life would be finding a good job for myself. And the next is to save enough to grab myself a new set of wheels. If i can get a job in the first place. Till then, i'd say in life we all have to go thru hard times. Everyone faces it in a different way but thru it all, we will get what we deserve. Till then my frends take care and just remembered this phrase...
"FORGET ME NOT!".... That is so primary school sey.. Hahahaaa..

Peace out y'all.. =P

Jamming

2008-07-10T16:44:00.002+08:00

Went jamming yesterday and the day before. Was kinof fun eventhough the one on Tuesday was not really prepared. Played chinese song believe it or not. It turned out v. good for a 1st tyme attempt. On Wednesday, was plan B to go jamming. The band is rctising for an upcoming gig on 23rd of August 2008. Tix will be ard 6 bucks. So i guess we'd better train hard in order to give a "value-for-money" performance. Btw the gig will be a "metal" gig. With band covering or shud i say giving tribute to band like, Metallica, Dio, Pantera etc... Our band will be covering songs from the band called "PANTERA"...

Well do check out the poster for the gig on www.soft.com... Aight! That's all for the time being. Take care yall... =P

It's been...

2008-07-03T17:06:00.002+08:00

Quite a while since i injured my left shoulder.. Not feeling any better neither any worse. Went to my uncle's hse and he gave me a mesage.. Damn was it painful or wad but it got a lil better at least.... Anyways kind of werried after NS to look for a job as job offers are rare to find these days..
Went to ubin sumtime ago, and enjoyed the cycling trip... Cycled for hrs and we dint noticed the time and it was already 6.30pm... Was tiring but VERY enjoyable... After which we all went to catch the movie "never back down"... Was a nice movie and may i quote from the movie that "you must fight for sumthing you really want"... At least it sounds sumthing like that....
On aonther occassion, went out with the ex XPS peeps last weekend and boy was it a blast.. There were abt 15 of them and i could any name a few.. Its been like 10 odd years since we met and eveyone looked very diff.. Anyways i gtg now, need to get ready for a hectic nite... At werk that is.. Hahahaa...

Why?

2008-06-23T13:57:00.001+08:00

Been a few days already. And i have been having dreams abt her. She kept appearing, i like it but its playing wif my mind. Is it like a sneak peak of the future or the exact opposite of wad's gonna happen. There's a saying [quoted from kung-fu panda]... "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. That's why it's called the present." Maybe i've been thinking too much and worrying toomuch abt the past n the futre.. Ppl say that dreams cannot be controlled. And what you dream abt is actually wad you are thinking (sub-consiously)...

So does this mean that i'm thinking too much abt IT. I mean there are bigger problems in life and i'm just stuck each time i wake up i'm confused. Whether i shud be happy for the moment or just wait for that day to come or NOT... Well, that aside, i played for 'F' Div in the Police Sports Association tournament againsts SOC.

We lost 2-1 but i made the 1 count.. Hahahaa... That is probably the last game i'll play for 'F' division. Played in 2 halves throughout the whole tournament and scored 2. Hahaa.. Gotta love it.

Went to Ubin on 21/06/2008. Had a great time tiring myself. WE (Al, Rad, Nozie, Shahrul, Maria, Fahmie and me) cycled almost 4 or maybe more than 4 hrs exploring Ubin. It was great enjoying all the sceneries of Ubin. I din expect that there were such things close to home. Wanted to go to the wetlands but in the end i din know where we ended up but the place was nice. The jetty was so windy and i wished we cud stay there longer. H/ever, we had to retun the bicycles by then. But i muz sae that breaking 2 rules simultaneously never felt so much fun. We went back and after much discussion went to catch "Never Back Down"...

Was that show good or what.. The fight scenes were rather 'giddifying' but was cool. I'm not trying to be gay here but the 2 main cast had the 6 packs. And i mean defined ones. On the other hand the main lady in the movie is not that HOT but ok la. Who am i to judge that gurl. At least she gets to be on the big screen.

Anyways it has been a great weekend but no major setbacks. Till next tyme...

PS: The pict is the jersey worn when i was plaing for 'F' Div.

Firazy outz..

Peace out..

,l/

Yet another game won..

2008-06-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

Today, 01-06-08 sunday, played a game of soccer and we won 2-1.. The match was ok except for the opponent whom we had no idea wad he was doing running ard his own goal post with the ball after being awarded with a free-kick... Yes right! What the hack rite? Haha.. SeMbarang jer... Ouh yeah, and the pitch's with was smaller.. We scored a goal and it was 1-1 at half time.. Anuar scored the winning goal via a free kick.. Wohoo... We won.. Yeah.. And Ronnie was awarded the man-of-the-match.. Well done guys.. I hope we can do better.. And here is the line-up:

Anuar, Ronnie, Yayat, Hidayat, Fauzi, Fazli, Khairon, Nashriq, Abas, Al-hafiz, Ariff, Arif Aslam and Shami....

All the way guys.. Btw it was supposed to be 3-1, but one goal by Nashriq was ruled off-side.. But he was damn well on side.... Well wad the hack, the ref made the decision.. All in all, it was a good game... =P

Shawtie Outz..
Peace to all...
,l/

New Aim..

2008-04-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

To complete NS in one piece as i only have roughtly abt 3 months... Hahahaaa... Than i can take my long missed PINK identity card.. Wohoo.. Just hope that nothing will go wrong.. Next will be to learn some more new songs to play on the guitar.. Hey delilah, it's not over, sorry, and more like cris daughtry song and those chill songs which will lead to the nex aim and that is to start an acoustic band.. U know, guitar and singer kind of thing.. Sumthing like busking but better.. Hahaha.. Next will be to find a stable job and that can fetch me some income monthly.. hahaa.. And ultimately to earn enough to buy a car... If nt a lancer swift, then mayb a lancer if nt any car will do just fine for transport purposes according to my budget and monthly income if i can find a job... But it will take at least a year before i can buy a car as taking up a loan will require to see the annual income.. And with that comes the monthly parking coupons, petrol, cashcard, and more payments to be added to the monthly that i already have to pay for (phone bills).... Well, what i got to do now is to "enjoy" the last few months of serving the nation, hoping that it will end faster by enjoying it. As u know that time flies faster as u enjoy it.. Right?

That aside, i just want to relax and enjoy the days. I'd love to go ice skatin, wake boarding, driving ard the west side, go paint balling, bowling, swimming and on top of it all soccer as it keeps me healthy (i wuddnt sae fit as im nt really in such a condition). If only i have sumone who love or have the same interest to go for all of the above. Well, as u ppl out there know that there is no such thing as the PERFECT person i guess that god has the right one picked for everyone and its just a matter of time before that sumone appears in ur life. And by then u wuddn have to go anywhere but to stay with him or her and ur job wud be to make her/him happy, share the ups and downs of life and lead a good life with ur loves ones. In a family its normal that u might not agree with certian things as i have mentioned that there is no such thing as the perfect person, but like it or not it is the enjoyment or shud i say the agony of coming to an amicable conclusion that keeps the bond strong.

Most teenagers have experience break-ups and breakdowns. But its the process of picking up the pieces that is important in life. Eventhough he/she might say "i do not need a him/her in my life", its an irony that in the end its not what they think it is. They might even think that it is the end of the road and sum might even think that it is the end of life. But the fact in life is that, it is just the begining of it all.

As for me, the perfect ending of life is to have a healthy life, a loyal yet firm and loving wife, lovely kids who will carry-on or pass on the torch of life to others and their generations and to see my grandsons/ granddaughters before i close my eyes.

On the other hand, my role now is to make my parents have an easier life based on the facts that they have already suffered alot in educating and growing me from a naughty child to who i am now.

So much said i dun even think anyone wud read this post. Hahahaa.. Nevertheless i wud like to thank everyone whu haf read my post.

And the bottom line or the quote of the post:

"U might not be the perfect person in life but if that is your aim, u will end up close enough..."

Bored

2007-12-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

Now a days, slacking at home... No doing anything.. Bored, and lifeless... Looking at other ppl's friendster so gerek, outing here and there.. I guess i nd to get a digital camera.. Soon, snap lots and lots of crazy pictures... And i need a sumone.. Hahahaaa... Damn bored of feelin unwanted... Sienx to the max... Hahahaaa.... Got my psp, new phone etc... But i still tink that there's sumthing missing in my life.. I dun think i'm gonna sign-on as i dun like the way thing are beeing done... And i'm gonna find a job after NS... Need to get in shape...

New goals in life?
1. Get a car.. (swift)
2. Get a job..
3. Loose weight..
4. Get my PINK IC...
5. Get a digital camera..
6. Get a new guitar...
7. Find a good sumone..

(not in any order)

Can't wait for...

2007-07-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

1) The 12th of every month, esp this month as i' gonna get myself sumtin...
2) October this year... Increament...
3 ) August this year... New ringtones...
4) 10-08-2008... Freedom!

PSP?

2007-06-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

I wanted to buy a PSP and was looking for an offer. Den my frend offer me a PSP for SGD$300... Full package, modified with 2Gb memory stick.. Isit worth it? Still new as it was bought for his wife who din really use it and he is planning to buy an X-box... tHUS THE RASON FOR THE SALE... Is it really worth it anot? Gif ur honest comments... Still waiting for Aug renew phone line and Oct for and increase in allowance.... Wohoo... and i just cant wait for July's allowance... Work was ok but as tiring as ever... On the other hand, din haf to wake up early everyday so its still ok.. 2 days work 2 days off mah... That's all... =P

So far so good...

2007-06-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

Well, the soccer thing is over already... Finally no more stressfull soccer crap... i'm done with it... Scored a total of 17 goals out of 8 games... That is a personal best.. Wohoo.. Lost twice and won 6... I heard that my team is gonna fix a match against RHQ boys.. Waiting for that game...

Work..
Been doing escort duty since the last tour and doing one more for the next... Good thing din have to see HG npc for quite a while as it can be very stressful working there... Nevertheless gonna miss SSSgt 2678 as he will be transferring to HTA soon but i was lucky enough to haf understanding team leaders..

Wishes..
1) To get a car.. My dream is to get a Suzuki swift.. If only i can earn my way there...
2) To get a gurl? Not so sure abt that as i dun really haf the charms... well what the hack.. I'm sure HE has it all planned for me...
3) To get BOB his birthday present...
4) To learn "my spirit will go on" solos... Its crazy...
5) To pass IPPT and shooting....

Signing out,
Regards
Firazy Recca Musashi
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Peace Outz,
=P
,l/

DELTA vs CHARLIE

2007-05-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

JUST BRING IT TEAM DELTA!!! JUST BRING IT!!!!!!!

Victory Over Team 'A'

2007-04-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today is may 2nd off day. Had a 2-leg match against team A and boy was it a tough one. First half was very tiring cuz the team's fitness is lacking alot and team A's fitness was good. We lost 3-1 in the first half. But i didn't want to give up just as yet. Our team, Team 'C', was not very strong but with the determination and effort, it pays off. In the end, there was one own goal, one goal scored by the team captain, one by another and 2 by me. Didn't get the third one however. Was happy that in the end we WON 4-5. Hahahaa. Just like the Man Utd match against Everton. Cool huh! Sustained a few injuries but it was all worth it. One idiot stepped on my right foot. STUP! On the other hand i almost got sent off the field for scolding the ref. Whatever it is, the score line cannot be changed and we won. During the first leg it was 1-6 and now 4-5 which brings a total of 5-11. Hahahaaa. Scored 5 of the goals. Yeah! Ppl asked me why i did not join the Foxtrot soccer team and my answer was as usual. The team usually prefers players who either play for clubs or national players. So i don't see a point for join that team anyways.

Afterall, i'm happy to be in this team. It feels great to have finally earned my respect from the regulars here. If not everyday they will be giving me the "U R just serving ur NS here boy! U don't know what we regularsgo through" look. I guess i'm bonding quite smoothly with my team. Hahahaa... Yeah!

Last Message

2007-04-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to work as usual and stuff. But after all the wor, at 0730hrs today when i was going to report off duty, there was one Loanshark message. Bloddy hell. It dragged my reporting off time to all the way to 0945hrs.... Unlucky.. A total of 16 hrs altogeher with no sleep... Damn tired sia. But in the end, i gt to go home and erest at home. Not so bad la. Ok la dats all ad till next time. Bye bye!!! =P

Ward Escort Duty (W.E.D)

2007-04-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Well as expected it was kind of easy carrying out the duty. No long logsheets for today only la. Hahahaa. Escorted one person from IMH to CGH. In the end he had to be warded. The great thing about it, i get to meet Elaine Tan. The cute prison sergeant officer. Huwohooo. What a coincidence right? Well to me she is la and i also get to meet my ex-NPCO squadmate, Aidil. What a real coincidence. I also got to discover that Aidil is also from the same team. Cool. But the best part was i got to talk to the prison officer. What a dream come true! On the other hand, there was this CISCO officer who wasted my 3hrs there by telling me about this 'miracle water'. Telemarketing. A subject that i was NEVER interested in. Bloody idiot! Overall, the day was great. I didn't have to see the ARROGANT female regular. Tiring day and tomorrow is night shift. I should rest now. Till later.

Life. It's full of wonderful things!!!

2007-04-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Time now is quite late. I shud be asleep now but juz update alil. 2morrow will be my first escort duty. Hope its easy cuz i heard from the others that it's quite easy logsheet-wise. Other than that i did get to drive my father's car today. Drove from home to Seletar den drove back. Kinda cool and yes i'm gaining my confidence in driving. Well, updating blogs is not really a waste of time. Besides i get to practice my English and my typing skills since i have to type during working hours to key in facts for the Operations (Ops) Room. You know the Facts-Of-Case. Brief information on the case that i've attended. Talking about cases, recently went for my first "sky-diving case". Can be considered quite "lucky" to witness it in the early stage of my working life. It is also kind of an eye-opener and a good experience. I had to remove the white sheet of plastic covering the deceased for the (SCU) Scene Of Crime Unit officer to take photos. Was a little scared but i have to deal with that feeling. Fortunately, i wasn't the first police officer at the scene of crime. Well can't really disclose much about the case but it was rather REAL. Not for the faint hearted i must say. After all that i still managed to carry on with my duties as per normal. Well got to go now, don't want to be late for my first escort duty tomorrow. Untill then, take care people. Life is full of wonderful things.

NPCO life

2007-04-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

Well.. Since joining the police FORCE... kinda liking it but not the logsheet. i have to write alot basically.. abt the person i met, the places i go and stuff like that. but the best part is i kindof get to know the story first hand and learn how to deal with these ppl. Come to think abt it, wearing the blue uniform outside does make ppl think that we are superman. Some more with the pay rise we are getting, memberdof public eill be expecting more from our service. But its all in a days job. No complaints for me. Since its my aspiration to be a Police Officer since i was young. Hahaahaaa... Been working for abt 6 days now and i muz sae i will be expected t o learn alot from the NPC that i've been posted to. And i hope so, but my dreams is still at petrochemical site. Where i like it. hahhaaa... Planing to take a deg IF i could save up for it. May be petrochemical related degree or phsycology.... Hahahaaa.. If only i can take up both.. Hahaahhaaa...

Above is a pict of me at my locker in the barrack on POP day..

The Nice Things in life..

2006-09-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i updated...

Busy.. No net at home.. At the lan shop now.. Sick n tired of the boring days before ns.. Waiting for that day eagerly... Well went to nite safari yesterday.. Was very nice.. Went out wif my old friends and i muz sae that i do miz em.. Well.. Life is nice if u just sit back relax and enjoy the day...

Kinda down at the moment.. Confused over some matters.. But i'm sure god's got everything planned for me...
But i'm still as cheery and chirpy as ever.. Miz all my frends... NS mah.. No choice..

Haiya.. That's all for now...

Take care Yall!!

Peace Outz...
,l/
=P

All's well, End's well

2006-07-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

Well my IVP journey had juzt ended... I lost my fite to the NUS team.. I wasn't shaky before the match and probably too calm.. But from the video that was recorded, i was mostly afraid of the opponent.. During the game i was too much being charged and thus lost for all the points lost.. Sorry guys but i gave all that i've got and it turned to be not enough for the team.. That was my first tyme in a silat match or competition and the first tyme in an arena.. I did try my best and din get any serious injuries other than a SEXY pair of new silat pants... Hahahaaa!!! Well to those peeps who din do too well, there's next year guys... I'm sure u guys will improve... And for those who din win, i'm sure u guys got some exposure and gained some knowledge rite? As for me i will no longer be in any IVP unless if i get to NUS or NTU... hahaa.. Fat hope!!! Well i will try to pay a visit when u guys are in the next IVP... Hopefully if i don't have any duties duing the weekends... Well to the rest who are winning, DON'T stop... Keep going for the GOLD.. Aights...

That's all for now..

tke care yall

Peace outz..

,l/

IVP 2006

2006-07-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

Ivp started yesterday.. The seni guys and gals did veri well and clinched 5 medals.. Congrats ppl... eYeah! And for those who din make it, theres always next year or who knows u ppl mite b the next national athlete... As for me i saw some of my opponents an they were not as tall as i figure they were.. So i think i haf a chance at it... I will try my best to get a medal.. Kalau gold lagi gerek la... Whatever it is i muz haf confidence but not be over-confident. Training will b tougher but i haf some of the better coaches with me... Like Fadli, Fauzee, Fad, Bob and Orlandok... Hahahaa I hope i can perform on that arena..

Till then, take care yall!!

Peace outz!

,l/

Today was a great day...

2006-06-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

Started off pretty early... I was told that there was a preach (kuliah duha) at En-Naeem Mosque this morning and so I did followed it... Was fun and refreshing as I was already awake by 8am. (According to my plans I am supposed to roll over in bed and not wake up till noon). Haha... Anyways, had breakfast with my mother and then I got a message from Bob.

He asked me to follow him to get some stickers for his CB 400. Well since I had nothing to do so I followed him to seranggoon. He bought some stickers and a full-faced helmet. It was really nice. I really like the helmet but too bad can't get a license so no point of buying one. We then went to En-Naeem for Zohor and then put on the stickers for his bike. I must say that the bike did have a little sportier look on it. Kinda cool huh... After which I asked for his permission to try the CB 400 around the car park. He allowed but he kept reminding me... "NO MISTAKES ar!! No mistakes!!!".

I started the bike and was I overwhelmed... the power of the CB 400 is nothing compared to the NSR 150!! It is way much more powerful!! The pick-up was so great that I can't judge the amount of force I should put on the throttle. Though I was fun, I was rather scared. And I was shaking as I got of the bike. Yela, motor orang oi... After that, Bob had to sent his ehem to somewhere. So we had to go our separate ways.

And yes it is true that my house is a

walking from there to home and see how long it would take me. Call me crazy but it was not so bad actually. Hahhahahhaa... Ok la people. That's all for this entry... Hope to be writing more soon...

Take care yall!!!

Peace Outz

The Shawtie:
____Firazy____
=P
,l/

IVP

2006-06-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

When i got news that i am allowed to participate in this years' ivp i was delighted. But all that soon came to an unsusspected and almost abrupt end. I was told to gain wt and fite in class G instead. Class of 75 - 80 kg. I was shocked! I can participate after 3 years and now this. I consulted Bob and Fred. They told me to continue wif the IVP... Well.. considering that this is already my final year of participation and also my first ever competition. Why not... Gif it a shot and see where i really stand.

After all that i went to watch the PSK comp. And looking at the class G fighters. Woah. They look much larger than me. I muz b crazy to even enter the comp. But i will not let that stop me. I have consulted sum ppl for advise and they told me. Since i am smaller, i can work on my speed and stamina. Probably outwit them in these areas? I hope so. But i haf to work hard to achieve that.

Since i dun knoe wether i'm in team A or B, what i did went to find out who the 2 opponents are. And they were NUS team B and SP team A.

But as they all always sae, its not the opponent that you should size but urself before u enter the arena. Or mayb u haf not heard of that cuz i jz made that up. Hahahaaa...

Well i will do my best. Win or lose, thats a different story.

Aight peeps, wanna get sum shut eye!

Taking Care Yall!!!

Gewt Nytez!

...Peace Outz...

,l/

Above : One of my favourite scenery pictures that i took. Nice?

PS : Bob and Fred are in my prev post. Go Figure!

Graduated

2006-06-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Finally after 3yrs of study... I graduted wif all my peers... We were all dressed up in our smart wear! And were all of them smart... Well i dun really rite blogs to show all my emotion on the net. But more like sharing wif ppl of what i think of the world and also to share wif the world of what i think... And i dun see anything wrong wif that... Whatever it is i wunt take it to hard if ppl sae guys who blog ar wussies... Cuz its not easy to understand ppl... We haf our thoughts and they haf their sae.... So what can i sae rite? Nevermind.. Apart from that, graduation was a great day for me... I get to take picts wif all my buddies and of course my brothers (in pict) who haf been together wif me for 3 YEARS!!! Believe it or not we all ar going for NS and all 3 of us are moving at all 3 different directions.... In sequence of pict, CD, Army and Police... hahahaa.... Well my enlistment letter finally came and i'll be enlisted in oct... So i'm still enjoying myself in the outside world before being called for duty... To all my peeps take care!

Peace Out!!!

,l/

New skin

2006-06-04T14:38:00.000+08:00

Just changed my skin.... Du nreally kinow how to manipulate... Will try to make it look nicer... Hahaha... Aniwaes who wud read my blog rite.. Hahahaa... alrite aniwaes take care to who ever tat reads it.. Bubbyez!!!

Peace outz..

,l/

QA = Quality Assurance

2006-04-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

Today werk at the QA department.. Tu lan ar... V siens.. Let auntie Kao Peh!!! Bo pien... i got ears mah... LOL... Lame sia... They nag untill i buay sing den i blow my top and shouted at them... KAO PEH LA!!!!! Hahahhaaa... Felt better after tat.. Dunno why sia... Den can werk alr... Wel sumtymes in life u haf to let out... I guess.. Hahaaa... Haiya cant wait for my pay day sia.... Den still got dnd... Goin wif a HOT babe.. ok la mayb not to u guys.. but at least to me la.. HAhahaa...

Any ways... I v tired liao wanna go sui jiao!!!

Take care peeps...

Peace out and chill out always... ,l/

-Smiles-

Life

2006-04-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Well, nothing much to talk abt today except visitin my great grandma at Batu Pahat... She is still v cute and can remember so many things.. Kewl... hahaa... Still waiting for my ENLISTMENT letter... Dunno when they gonna call me up.... Sian ar... 2mlow werking again... At least get to meet frends so not so sien bah.. Haha... Ok la peeps.... Keep the cool and stay fresh always.... Take care yall... Sorry cuz havent ben updating for so long... Busy wif werk....

BTW i GRADUATED already.... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace out... ,l/....

"Life's Turning Point"

2006-02-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

I started sumting bad last year..

My close friends din really noe abt it till recently..

I dun really noe hw it started but here's how it goes...

It was during the CPTC days..

I started hanging wif sum friends..

They were smoking and....

I was jus plain curious...

So i tried...

It was a mintly smoky feeling in the throat...

Cant really explain the feeling but i soon adapted to it..

Then i tried other brands..

An soon i became the "Smoke Machine"...

I mean so what if i smoke...

I dun bother ppl...

Who cares anyways...

I'm wif my friends and we're all smoking...

I dun feel at all that smoking was bad..

Eventhough i noe that smoking doesnt do me any good...

After that i became heavier each day...

Day by day...

Box by box...

And soon realise that i wasn't jus trying but..

I'm addicted...

It was bad when i din have a cigarette..

Cant sleep, cant concentrate and practically dying...

That was when i started to cut down on the "FUEL" consumption...

Soon i was back to being a social smoker...

One who smokes only with company...

And soon enuf my friends got to noe...

BUT not all...

Then one day i got a reality check from BOB...

He is the best example in life that i should follow...

He told me everything that i am and everything that i was...

I'm drifting away....

That's wad he told me...

Eventhough he has got his own probs...

What really touched me was that...

Somehow in the back of his mind and heart..

He was worrying about me...

He's afraid that i might wonder too far off n never come back..

He told me that even during CPTC i can be smoking...

Even w/o anyone offering...

What more can happen when in serving the nation...

The ppl there are more daring and very persuassive...

And i being the gullable me that i am..

Will sure fall into the arm of...

Drinking, clubbing, drugs and finally...

Into the arms of the law....

If im not carefull with my future steps....

So that was when i made a promise to him...

That i am gonna quit..

The one i'm holding in my hand rite now is the last box...

Left with one stick..

And i'm smoker-free...

My mum recently knew anout it but...

I told her that i jz started it 2 mths ago...

I know my mistakes...

And i'm ready to make this change...

I din noe that i had so much friends that do really care for me...

BOB, Squidee, Te Bah, Ariz, Eyeni and more...

(and i'm sure if 2 other friends noe i would have lost them)

I'm not keeping it away from u...

But its jus that i dun wanna make u 2 hate me...

THANK YOU GUYZ!!!

You are the reason i'm here...

And u are the reason i'm gonna QUIT!!!

*BOB if u're reading this...

I hope i can really put my words into action this time!!

Thank You Guys Again!!

Peace Out yall!!!

and for those who are smoking and reading this...

QUIT!!!!

before its too late!!!!

2006-01-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today, was a nice wet day... Raining throughout the day but i was glad that it was a col day...I went to granmum's from 11.30am to abt 1.30pm den went to werk... got 40 bucks for 2 and a half hrs of werk... How good is that.... Haha.. Cool cold day har... Aight that shud be all my dears commrades.. Take care and may no war be upon to u ppl who are reading this blog....

Salutations...

(above picture of me in the working uniform)

A Dark Day...

2006-01-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today was fine throughout... But i got bad when i found out that i had a practical session when 80% of the class had a 3 hr break... It was soo bloody sien... On top of all that i was JAMES's class... That bloody fucking clown.... Trying to act smart the whole time when he's really bloody stufucked* up... Always catch me eventhough i wasnt at fault... Forget about that old fella.... He's not important anyways... Ok... I've gotta finnish the stoopid report he gave which he said could be handed in on the 19th but as always, that FUCKER changed his mind and said... "Ooohh..
I think i'd rather collect it tomorrow...." Bloddy WHORE!!!... Till then... Thy wish thou who are reading thyst' blog well... Farewell... May No War Be Upon Thee!!!!

*it means stupid and fucked up...

Finished Final Presentation!!!

2005-06-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

Finito the stoopid presentation yesterday... Yeah!!!! Now just have to finish the final report that is about 20-30 pages more... Den can relax for one whole month and then go CPTC for training..... Now still bz but not so stressed.... Hahaaa... Ok.. That's all i have to say... Nuthin much actually jux tat Al got into the semi-finals of the IVP.... He is a good la... Pasal blaje nanti aku ajak korang gi makan pat mane2 ar.... And btw fan, bile nak beli helmet ARAI!!!!! Mesti le nye la fan... So long as the determination to save up is there within two to three months mesti le dapat nye la.... All the best to anyone who's readin tis blog... Peace Out!! ,l/.... =p

Photobucket

2005-06-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

Juzt Got Back From The Holidays!!!

2005-06-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

Hey ya peeps... Just got back from Mersing... Damn tired... Ye jgn takot aku tak kan lupe member haha.... "Boy-slash".... Nanati aku blanja la... Btw i did NOT get into IVP!!! Shit... Cant do much i was holidayin... Nvmd.. Maybe not my luck.... Hahahaaa.... Holidayin was fun... Swim alot... Got very tan... Black!!!... "Kau GELAP Siak!!!!!"..... I am sick rite now... Headache, runnin nose and a course voice.... Hahaaa... Still cool though... Btw who is "someone".... Nvmd... I think its Melisah.... I tink la.... Aniwaez.... Juzt got back and i have a lot of shit to do.... That's about all yall... Stay cool... Peace Out!!!... ,l/... =p

Holidayin!!!

2005-06-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

I'll b out of here by tommorrow mornin.... Hahahaa.... After all the shit i've been tru... time now to relax... hahaaa.... Peace at last!... Juz got me pay... Hahahaaa.. joli cam org kaya... Orang kaya... Wana go get a sweater, watch and bag.... If possible... Bt one at a tyme.... That aside, sumone jz wanna b friends..... Im cool wit that... Still calm cool and relax..... Came to skewl at 11.30am... sitting here till about 4+ den i'll be off... Finally one new post... Ppl conplainin bout not puttin up any post.... Well here u go.... hahahaa... Btw my computer is repaired oreadi.... No more stoopid "brutecode@hotmail.com" VIRUS no more..... Aight... That's all i haf to sae fer todae.... Stay cool yall.... N to da LADIES remain HOT!!!.... Hahahaaa... Peace out yall!!! ,l/.... =p

=+=+_Damn Tired_+=+=

2005-05-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

Si bei tired... after 3 weeks of werkin.... Reach home everyday at ard 12++am.... Freeeeekin sleepy.... Haix... Now got stomach ache..... Must have been yesterdays pizza..... Btw did get to meet AL yesterday... Cud msg IRFAN cuz was busy when he msg..... Sori ar mat.... Niwaez still relaxinin this stoopid comp labratory.... Ok ar... That's all... Peace Outz.... ,l/... =p

=!Got a Job!=

2005-05-14T05:34:00.000+08:00

Got a job yestaday started.... Kinda busy rite nao... Damn tiring.... 11am at skewl den werk and then finished at 11pm++.... Huh... Rabakz... Biase la nak cari $ to pay for ma bills... Hwahahhaa... Other than that i'm still relaxin... At skewl of course.... hahahaa.... Ok la till nxt tyme.... Cee ya palz... Peace Outz.... ,l/... =p

"+=My Spirit Will Go On (Dragonforce)=+"

2005-05-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

Life is a misery, don't know how it's come to be
Death, the epitome of all of our days
In the past we had no choice to hear or to be the voice
Close your eyes and visualise the demon to arise

You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be
And now that misery has taken a new stand
In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain
In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain
When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be
We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just...

One more time to escape from all this madness
One more time to be set free from all this sadness
And one last time to be the one who understand
My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity

Foreign the currency, your payment in blood to be
Death is the destiny for all of our ways
In the dark you hide away for who or what you can't say
When I see the power of the demon come alive

You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be
And now that misery has taken a new stand
On the wings of eagles flying staring on to the sun
Reaching for the gold horizon when the war shall be won
Can you see the debauchery and the blade of death that has come for thee
In winds of torment forever more you will cry for just.....

One more time to escape from all this madness.....

Try this website and u can listen to the song for free.... The solo is crazy i tell u!!!

http://www.dragonforce.com/

Peace yall peeps.... ,l/... =p

+== == == Macromedia Wha....??? == == ==+

2005-05-11T08:08:00.000+08:00

Strugglin with Macromedia Flash...... SH***!!!!!..... Have to get it done by end of the week.... Damn freaked out.... F***!!!!!!!!! Aaaaarggggghhhhhhh!!!.... Anyone can help please kindly do so.... Haiiiiiixxx.......... Need to do bout heat transfer...... DAMN IT!!!! Who invented this stoopid s*** please lend a helping hand la oit!!!..... Wad to do... what ya gotta do, ya gotta do...... Haaaaiiiixxxx..... Peace out yall peeps.....

Got help... Den send it over to firazyrecca@gmail.com....

Thanx yall!!

,-~Freedom... Yeah..~-,

2005-05-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

Freedom at last..... My supervisor is on course from now till the 24th May.... WoOOoOooHoOoOoo!!!!!!!!!! "In my mind I can climb, all the mountains around me....." haha... Power.... Played soccer last nyte... Damn freakin tired today.... But still have to do this stoopid semestral project report.... Nothin much happened today so just wanna wish yall a stupendous day ahead and salutations to everyone that visited this blog.... Peace Out....

,l/ =p

Life's Aint that BAD.....

2005-05-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

Cool day..... Came to skewl at 9.54am... Was kinda early... This room getting cold and i'm getting more and more lame.... Still listening to Metallica, Malmsteen and mostly metallic/dark metal songs but still appreciate slow music.. Jiwang la kate kan... Hehehe... "Mungkin Nanti Kita Kan Bertemu Lagi".... atau mungkin tidak.. Hehee...

Hidup penuh dengan dugaan,

Juga penuh dengan cabaran;

Suka atau tidak tetap derempuh,

Namun kita harus teguh;

Kerna ini adalah dugaan Nya;

Angapla ia sebagai cobaan sahaja.

Times might be harsh now,

but there's light at the end of the tunnel "Ya Noe";

Put ur heart and soul in it,

u'll reap what u sow... Trust me in this.

Look out the window,

see all the grasses and tree;

Life's not that cruel ya know,

Cuz calm, cool and relaxed is the it should be....

From the blowing winds that never ends,

to the countries that experience drought;

Love ya'll wonderful FRIENDS,

TAKE CARE, No worries and PEACE OUT!!!!

Today... Cold day..

2005-05-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a cold and wndy day... Cool but also cold... Did somethin on Microsoft Visio... Sum cool stuff.. On Process and Instrumentation Drawing... Still enjoyin life and chilling in this comp lab... And boy do I mean CHILL... Am shivering... Still on going with this ever BORING project... ok la still coping with life... Haha.. Alrite yall peeps take care and do have a nice day... Peace Out... ,l/

FwiDae.. CoOl... PeAcEfUl....

2005-04-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

Today is a nice cool day... But Early morning oreadi got assgment... But i got on it... And "VUALAA".... Done... haha.. Now relaxing in front of the monitor while typing a 30 page report which will NOT be completed today la.. haha... Still livin life to the fullest still singin ma heart out and hopefull be the NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL...... Wahahahaaa.... Watcout ladies... Here i come... Haahaahaahaahaaaaa.... Cam real je.. Hehe... Well at least i have a DREAM.... hahaha... Aight take care peeps... and ENJOY UR DAY.... Peace out... ,l/... =p

What a morning!

2005-04-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

Gewt morinin to yall peeps... What a morning... Came to skewl at 10.20am... and boy was i lucky... i misssed my lecturer by mere inches... Whew!!!... Supposed to came at 8.30am.. haha.. Biase la bgn lambat and all... bt i did go to skewl after all.. so i guezz he wont be mad at me... haha.. Ok la... i'm all set and ready to go..... and start my ever so lame PROJECT.... *boring*..... lucky got fwends in the lab... shared some photos... taken when we were younger... boy... did i look funny... hahaha... k la wish u beautiful, kind and caring PEOPLE have a gd day ahead... Peace Yall...... ,l/.... =p

2005-04-27T04:18:00.000+08:00

Today got reply from sumone... Haha.. And i'm vewy happy.. Am still calm cool and relaxed though.. Peace out...